Nothing happens without a reason. I decided to use internet for earning and that also didn’t happen without a reason. I had a very well planned and a very organized career as project scientist who was earning more than sufficient money to fulfill his desires till April2015. I was working in a project of one of the highest reputed government scientific organization in India. I had big dreams and all the passion to achieve those dreams I had set in the scientific field in India. I got good results for the work apart from my official project and I was sure that it was more than sufficient to get a better future abroad.
In Feb 2012 a defamation scam of a high level started against me (it was planned much before that), of which I was completely unaware of. Highest authorities (Director level) were involved to defame me completely in the field so that I should not grow on my own and be always tagged as a parasite. This was the first time I was facing intrusion of very influential persons to break me down. Yes I had faced some in past but this time intensity of same patterns has got exponential. I had a boss in the academic organization where I was handling the project. She was completely clueless of the field I was working in, but yes she was my boss. She was first promoted (for which she wasn’t eligible) by those influential officials and then my actual harassment started through her. I was cornered but I was clueless why that was happening. What was the ultimate objective? Why those officials were so insecure with me (I was too small in designation as compared to them). Later I found out that my friends and relatives and some family members were also influenced and I was targeted. I was never sure why? How can they access my family or friends. That was an official problem and should be kept official. I was being stalked. I felt unsafe everywhere. No one ever believed that this is happening so I stopped talking about it. Actual point was that they already knew about it but wanted to pretend that there was nothing wrong happening. May be they found something interesting to gossip in their boring life, they never saw. Later on my another boss in that government organization was demoted stating some reasons that led a clash between me and her. She was made to act against me. She was no more my boss, I got another one (a complete bitch). This new one was appointed for one reason i.e. to terminate me from the project. After the harassment became unbearable to me I proposed to resign and leave the project with dignity and apply somewhere else. But the very next day I was terminated in Apr2015 from my project stating that the project is completed, which wasn’t the case as it was supposed to be extended. And it did extend after my termination and a new research scholar was appointed. I had been through lots of harassment during these three years which I can never forget. They left scars.
That termination led me to analyze the thought process of the private university I was working in and the government scientific organization I was handling the project of. I could visualize that I would not be satisfied with the research work I would do in PhD and to do something which doesn’t gives satisfaction is actually dishonesty to one self. I could also conclude why most Indians leave India. Its because of this filthy politics. Its those people sitting in the committees who actually are not eligible. Its really funny that those clowns take major decisions. That’s why scientific organizations don’t produce scientists, they produce factory products. They can’t think beyond their well. May be I was the most unfit in the factory.
I decided to drop my PhD and discard all my marksheets (I found them useless) and certificates. I also decided not to do a job and that PhD, marksheets and certificates were going to lead me to a job one day. A job which inherits a boss. A boss who if promoted or demoted will do whatever someone else wants to. I didn’t want to get surrounded by people who if given something he/she never got in his/her life will force me to do something she/he has been asked so that his/her newly beneficial friendship is not broken with those influential persons.
Best thing after termination was that now no one can plan to harass me through my boss. I was no more afraid to lose my career. It was already gone and I was ready for the worst in my life. I was alone and the best part of being alone is that you don’t depend on anyone for anything. You are ready to sleep on footpath, eat in temple. But no more trash from anyone.
I started selling a wellness product. Learnt everything to get business started up. But when I realized that others are doing much well even when they put half the efforts, I concluded that it wasn’t my cup of tea. Still I gave it a year May2015 to May 2016. Then returned to my home.
I learnt couple of other things as well but none worked. No, those highly influential bastards haven’t left from my life. They are out there. Planning something for tomorrow when I will go out of my house, to interfere in my life and tell others what “they think that I think”. They will tell others that I need to be corrected instead of moving ahead with their own pitiable, retarded life. But today I don’t have a boss so they have to work a bit harder.
Those people and their self-delusional wells!
There was a time when I was seeking help and straight forward answers from my friends, relatives and family but they were reaping their own benefits and enjoying the situation. Today I have digged down to the truth myself and no more need them.
I am doing what I can do to minimize the outer effects and stay calm. I know what I do when I get hyper. Yes, am afraid of me being hyper. Staying calm is good for me and for others as well.
I feel there will be severals like me who have been victim of scams, may be big, may be small. There will be lots of people who don’t find outer world reliable be it friends or relatives. But money is important to feel safe and secure from inside. Can this money be earned sitting inside your home and not interacting to the unreliable ones. Yes, for sure.
Internet has served humanity a lot and the best thing is that it has provided knowledge base accessible to everyone. You don’t have to get a guide, just google your query. Internet has bridged the gap between the job seekers and providers. If you have certain quality you showcase it to the intended ones and you can earn from your home.
FundsBase project is started with an aim to provide authentic educational series on certain topics. Sole purpose of this project is to strengthen you so that you can earn from your home. You go outside for having fun with your family not for earning. These topics have been well researched and you can rely on them.
This project is also an answer to a bunch of highly judgmental intruders who think that this world can’t run without them. The truth is that this world will be free from unnecessary problems and simpler without them.